DanielYKL

Yea I’m still waiting for my Maxis Broadband. It has been more than 2 weeks since i applied. That is one reason why I’ve not been writing on my blog. Anyway, not much has been happening. One thing though that since I’ve begin to take solid food i find it sometimes quite hard to swallow. Sometimes the food got stuck at the throat and I have to slowly push it down by drinking some water or juices.  And have to learn how to swallow the food by forcing it down with whatever muscle on the throat. Its very difficult in the beginning but now I’m used to it. Anyway, at least I can enjoy more choices of food rather than soup, oatmeal and porridge which has been my daily diet for the last three months. But even prior to my surgery, after going through the Radiotherapy, i could hardly eat as there was blockage on my throat. And for months I could not enjoy any food as I have difficulty swallowing and apart from that i lost my sense of taste. And that lasted like nine months or so. Thank God that I can now taste and starting to swallow the food and enjoying the pleasure of having proper food. After all those months, it has never been better. I remember when there were times when i have also difficulty breathing and pain on both my ears. And of course the pain on my throat. Now thank God, I’m breathing normal except that its through the stoma on my neck, and there is no pain on my throat except that I can’t talk and the pain in my ears are gone. I am still alive! And I really wonder why and how.